Why I couldn't manifest despite doing energy healing and light code activations

Many people take courses, but why don't they attract abundance? Many people take spiritual and abundance courses and still can't manifest.

Are you one of them? I was.

Until one day, I had an encounter with my Spirit Guides.

They told me, "Laura, if you want to attract abundance, you have to stop taking abundance courses and activations." I was shocked. Could I trust these beings? It felt so familiar, yet my mind was in pure resistance.

They told me, "Stop making vision boards. Stop doing light code activations for now."

Not because they're bad or don't work, but because you have to find your own soul rhythm. At first, I was skeptical.

But eventually, I trusted. I stopped taking courses; I trusted their guidance. Suddenly, something happened that I never dreamed possible. Step by step, they guided me with such precision. I had downloads that were incredible. You could say "too good to be true." I drew light codes that I wasn't allowed to share with anyone, simply to activate myself. My own energy. They said to me: "Why do you want to share these codes? Others don't need these codes right now. They need different ones, or they have their own codes."

I had insights I'd never heard in any course before.

I activated potential from within. I no longer forced anything from the outside.

For the first time, I came into harmony with my soul's rhythm.

I took breaks when I needed to.

I felt anger and despair when I needed to feel anger and despair.

Life became my teacher.

Why am I telling you this?

Because this is exactly what's inside you, too.

Because I was so desperate, attending course after course and still not making any progress. And I'm currently observing this in others who are still attending more abundance courses or still trying to manifest something.

What I've realized for myself is this: Your soul activates its own codes when you're ready. If it doesn't, then perhaps you're not ready. Your consciousness isn't ready. If you force it externally, you'll regress later. Why?

It's like a playroom where children are playing and building blocks are flying everywhere.

Right now, you don't feel like playing. But the building blocks are still lying around.

Now imagine someone opens the door to the next playroom for you.

But how will you navigate the next playroom if you haven't even tidied up the old one or learned how to open the door to the next one?

 Common Symptoms:

• You become dependent on mentors and courses (i.e., people who activate you, i.e., open the door for you, because you've never learned how to open it from within).
  
• You frequently fall back into old patterns (because you're drawn to the "old" playrooms where the building blocks fly wild). In other words, the limitations are lifted.
  
• How will you play in the next playroom if you couldn't even manage in the previous one? It will always catch up with you.

Activation from Within

• This can mean that you feel like everything is moving more slowly (even though that's not the case)
• Instead, you learn to look at your limitations. Not to run away from your current reality, but to look at it.

Ask yourself honestly: If you've already attended many courses or done a lot of energy healing, what does your playroom currently look like? In other words, what does your reality look like? Or does it feel calm and comfortable then? Does a lot of things feel chaotic? Then don't judge yourself, but acknowledge it. Look at what's chaotic. The truth is: We all have challenges or issues that arise, in some way or another. Why? Because that allows us to grow. If there were no challenges or issues, how could we grow?

I'm telling you honestly: If you take an evening to truly and honestly evaluate your daily life, you can go further than any course or Light Code activation could ever take you. Why?

Because you're looking at the "building blocks" that are flying around. The moment you look at them, you can put them in their proper place. Put them back where they belong, so to speak.

That's the first step before the door opens to the next playroom, or rather, to the new reality.

If you skip this step, you won't get anywhere. How do you expect to play in the next room if you can't even manage this one?

In other words, how do you expect to master the next reality if you can't even cope with this current one?

You're not ready.

You have to learn to look at your inner issues.

For example, if you have a massive fear of judgment and never dare to speak your truth, imagine you have a new project in the next reality: publishing a blog post.

How can you publish it if you don't even dare to open a website and make your opinion public?

These issues or this fear will keep catching up with you.

Your energy system will keep contracting.

You learn the most through practice, not theory. You can master the best theory, but if you don't put it into practice, you'll stay exactly where you are now or keep regressing or let's say repeating the lessons and moving in circles. That's why I personally believe so many people can't manifest. They trust teachers, light codes activations, energy healings or any charts more than they trust themselves.

Therefore, today's message is: Dare to confront your issues. Dare to trust yourself and your path.

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